Strength and kindness. Tough and tender. Leadership and love. Steve embodied these virtues. I’ve known many strong, tough leaders, but not many who could also be kind and tender – and incredibly fun. In the army Steve was in charge of a barracks full of recruits. When a guy wouldn’t get out of bed at Zero Dark Thirty, Steve wouldn’t yell. Steve wouldn’t douse him with cold water. Steve wouldn’t turn his bed over. Instead, Steve would get under the covers, cuddle up against him and whisper in his ear “Time to get up, Sweetie.” That’s the last time the guy slept late. Somehow that story reminds me of Jesus helping the disciples mature.
And like Jesus, Steve was not afraid of anything. I don’t know if he learned that after facing death in the jungles of Vietnam, but what I do know is that whether in the hollows of Virginia coal country or in the middle of the Gulf of Mexico, I always felt safer when Steve was there. It was a sense that no matter what happened, Steve had the resourcefulness and resilience to handle it.
Also like Jesus, Steve had great emotional intelligence and intuitively knew how to connect with people and influence them, often through stories. When Steve was in his teens, he and a buddy one night got the brilliant idea to steal a fire extinguisher from a bank right across the street from Britton Plaza. They didn’t get the memo that the bank was staked out by Tampa’s finest because of a string of recent robberies. Steve’s description of what followed – the lights, the commands, the guns, the cuffs, the mug shot, the holding cell – would occasionally pop into my consciousness – and I assume the consciousness of lots of other young men – when I was considering cutting a corner. And the post-script: Steve never associated with that buddy ever again.
It was a number of years before I could define for myself the leadership Steve modeled, a leadership that reflected the leadership of Jesus. Leadership is taking responsibility for problems that you see need to be solved, and taking the risks and making the sacrifices to do what you can to solve them. Why else would you get involved with some screwed-up kid from a disaster of a family, or some impoverished village in a rundown country?
But perhaps the leadership of Jesus is shown best in the small, hidden things. Steve and I had rented an expensive drill for some church project and it was my job to return it. Instead, I left it sitting outside on an air conditioning unit in the rain for two days. Steve took it apart, cleaned the rust off, oiled it and somehow got the rental guy not to charge us for the late return. And Steve never said one word of reproach to me.
Steve, I know you’re having more fun than any of us could ever imagine, and I can’t wait to join in. Thanks, Buddy.