There are no words to describe the guilt and pain I carry from your loss.. We had it all and I blew it.. Our love for each other will always be.. You are the brightest star in the sky, I see you there every night watching over me. Thank you for loving me even when I didn't deserve it.. I miss you so bad.. I haven't been the same since you left this earth and I'll most likely never will be. I've never known pain like this, it's indescribable.. Know Roger, know this, I love you with every breath I take. We will always be together, I've just got you tucked away in the back of my heart until we can be together again.. I'm so so so sorry I hurt you, Please forgive me.. Sending you hugs and kisses all the way to heaven. See ya Soon. Wait for me K..!!!.. My True Love.. Love Eternally, Abby