Ethan was always cool and calm in my memories of him. I remember teasing him that he was the whitest person in our family and he needed a tan. I tried to get him to sit by the pool, but he grabbed pizza and went back inside. Then he sat by the pool when the sun went down, lol. He was funny.
My heart goes out to Uncle Paul and Aunt Melinda and David, Cameron, Candace and Mallory. I can't imagine the pain you are feeling. May the Lord's presence surround you, keep you close, and saturate you with His peace beyond understanding. I love you all so much and am praying that the Lord will whisper to your heart that He's right there and will carry this pain alongside you. He sees you, hears you, and has you.