Kimberly
U KNOW I LOVED MY MOM SO MUCH AND ITS SO HARD WITHOUT HER! ITS KILLING ME SO BAD, BUT U KNOW WHAT I DONT WHAT HURTS WORSE IS THAT MY MOTHER IS GONE OR HOW SORRY HER SISTER'S AND BROTHER'S ARE, CAUSE I HAVE NOT ONCE RECEIVED A CALL TEXT, OR ANYTHING REGARDING MY MOTHER THEIR SISTER, ITS LIKE SHE DIDNT MEAN ANYTHING TO THEM, U KNOW ME AND MY SISTER, AND MY KIDS WOULDVE LOVED TO DO SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE MY MOTHERS LIFE, I MEAN I AINT THAT POOR, AND I COULDVE PAID FOR MY SISTER, TOO? BUT KNOW I KNOW WHY MY MOM DIDNT FEEL GOOD ENOUGH!!!! AND U KNOW WHAT IM GLAD SHE WAS MY MOM CAUSE SHE TAUGHT US TO NEVER JUDGE NOBODY, OR ACT LIKE UR TO GOOD, AND WE DON'T, A SIMPLE 5 MINUTE PHONE CALL WITH MAYBE A LITTLE BIT OF SINCERE KINDESS OR EVEN BEING CONSIDERATE WOULD MEAN MORE THAN MONEY COULD BUY! BUT NOT NO ONE, NO ONE HAS CALLED ONE TIME! NOT EVEN THE DETECTIVES, AND THATS SAD! OH WAIT I DID OVER HEAR SOMEONE TELLING ME THAT I NEEDED TO GET THINGS DONE FOR MY MOM AND I NEEDED TO GET IT DONE THAT DAY! SO I DID AND THEH OFFERED TO PAY FOR WHAT I NEEDED, BUT WHEN IT CAME DOWN TO IT , I GUESS THEY WERE SO SCARED THAT I WOULDVE TAKEN THE MONEY, OR WHATEVER, BUT U SEE IM NOT LIKE THAT, AND IT WORKED OUT, BUT I KNOW MONEY AINT NOTHING TO ME! U CANT TAKE IT WITH U WHEN U DIE, SO I JUST PAY MY BILLS AND DO WHAT MY KIDS AND GRANDSON NEED AND SOME OF WHAT THEY WANT? MONEY DONT MAKE ME AND MY FAMILY! AND U KNOW WHAT IM SO SORRY FOR ALL THESE YEARS WE HAVENT BEEN GOOD ENOUGH CAUSE AFTER IVE SEEN HOW REAL FAMILY IS, WHAT DO U MEAN FAMILY I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS? MY MOTHER WAS AMAZING AND IT WAS THEIR LOSS NOT HERS CAUSE THAT HOW THEY MADE HER FEEL?